2017 maybe 2018 for me i know it should be sad to me but i really just don't care anymore

i'm not bitter about it or anything

haven't been "in love" since 2012 or so

the time I tried it in 2017, it was with my friend who just broke up with her boyfriend

and was trying to rebound off of me

i was bored and just didn't really care

felt like why not but i struggled to reciprocate

and she desparately clinging to some codependency she had lost

whereas me... just hanging out, might as well fuck

but after the first time i didn't want to do it again

there was a girl i was flirting with everyday for a few months online this year

she lives in the same city as me and i really liked her at first

but she would get so angry over nothing and was always liberal maxxing

i wouldn't even care about that but her.. for her it was never going to work

we don't have sex, sex is for hippies

Porn is being used block people's access to the Intermet. What do you think about that?

videorel https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cBojbjoMttI

Do Odinists really think that the old, one-eyed god who hung nine days and nights on the windswept Æsc tree, sacrificing himself to himself, wouldn't smash on a big booty latina? Thunor himself was the offspring of a Giantess. If the ancients of northern Europe had a chance to enjoy foreign fruit, they absolutely would have unless they were retarded inbred faggots.

I agree that the old gods of northern Europe are intrinsically tied to European culture and anyone who has no respect for celebrating that shouldn't invoke them. But racial mixing is based.

No need to explain. No need to point us to the front page of anything. Just give us the most random thing on neocities/nekoweb/whatever. It can be your page. It can be someone else's page.

https://goeshard.nekoweb.org/picard

https://goeshard.neocities.org/getout

You try.

Where are your favorite places to go?

Where do you hope to go someday?

What do you like best about getting to a place?

What do you like best about being in a place?

How have new places surprised you?

Post your thoughts!

This is a thread for discussing, link sharing, gossiping about, and advertising forum websites ...

My favorite forums are old, but old can have downsides. A lot of times the community will have changed a lot from the past (Something Awful) or the users will be really bitter about the fate of their communities (&totse). From a new user's perspective, old can also mean more impenetrable.

Perhaps the best forums are just the ones that are so niche and the users are so fixated that its impossible for their core idenity to be lost.

I prefer forums that don't have huge documents of rules and mission statements, but that's a personal preference.

Here is Something Awful in 2004

https://web.archive.org/web/20040804005305/http://forums.somethingawful.com/

in the backyard

That's the "codename" for this project. I've been working on it again lately. This is probably what most of my hobby coding attention is going to start being on.

If you don't know what this is you can read about it on the blog.

most recent update: https://goeshard.org/2025/07/22/a-summer-of-gamedev-burn-out/

first post about project: https://goeshard.org/2025/04/30/untitled-adventure-in-cute-fantasy-farm/

It's an open source ascii dungeon crawler in vanilla javascript with some visual enhancements. It was made by users on Agora Road. It's pretty compelling for what it is.

You can play it here:

https://milklounge.wang/tardquest/

Code Here:

https://github.com/packardbell95/tardquest

I recommend putting all your starting points into attack so you don't die

Exhaustion and frustration replace his usual determination, each jump and death blending into a blur of punishing obstacles. Every trap and invisible block now haunts him, his mind stuck in an endless loop of brutal challenges.

Mario prays for death to take him.

Post video game stuff here (if you want).

I am leaking Nobo's advent feedback request version early.

https://advent.goeshard.org

Questions:

How high was your egg count when you stopped playing?

What did you think of the egg collection?

How often did you feel like hits that should have landed did not?

What do you think would be important to improve about the sword swinging?

Do you have any other questions?

This is a terrible game prototype inspired by games like Vampire Survivor. It's not very good but I made it and you can try it out in your browser.

https://fester.goeshard.org/

Just kill stuff, collect the silver drops, get upgrades when you level up. I made it pretty easy since there is no point in making a shitty, unfinished game difficult.

If you're having trouble, try putting one point onto bullet_damage and every other point into fire_cooldown until you are able to easily kill anything. Grab a max_hp upgrade if you're close to dying. Then increase your bullet_scale and oscillation and whatever else you want.

If you have any ideas what I could do to make this better, feel free to let me know and I might come back to it.

How many people understand the original post hijacking I wonder...

https://board.goeshard.org/thread/euukantiporn-dsa/

It's actually really helpful to do that if you know how to do it.

EDIT: if you don't know

If a thread OP and its thumbnail don't explain and show what a thread is about, someone can hijack the thread by writing a post with a better title, a better thumbnail, and a bettery intro text. And if they do it right, I will give them the hijack and put their post at the top.

Look at the metadata to see the post order after hijack is not chronological.

I don't have an exact date yet, but I'm most likely going to be shutting down the board.

Something I've told myself for a while is that it doesn't hurt to keep it up. But it's a bit of sunken cost fallacy, because there's no benefit to keeping it up either. It was a cool thing I made but even if I don't work on more features for it, I have to maintain the server it's on. I have to keep up with CVEs. I have to install updates. And every ounce of energy that goes into this board is energy that is not put into my other projects. Another layer of this problem is that even if I leave it in the background while focusing on other tasks, it's eventually going to distract me and lure me back into working on it again, since that's just how I am.

I'm not just going to shut it off over night. I want to get it into a state where I can make static copies of the entire site and then preserve the archives. Keeping at least that as a memento online is how I'm going to justify the work I put into this thing and also turn away from it.

The blog at goeshard.org will stay up so I'm not going anywhere.

Just a catchall thread for

> asking a question

> making a suggestion

> giving feedback on the site.

> reporting some kind of bug

Be sure to read: https://board.goeshard.org/thread/posting-guide/

I know you said before that I could, plus I'm going to have my own real web page for my articles soon.

I wanted to try out the simplicty of having just two boards, /main/ and /trash/. I thought it would make posting about any subject really simple. But it didn't really have that effect.

Maybe signaling to visitors what to post about is the way to go. So we have a bunch of boards again.

Hello. /main/ is where good posts go. If your post is shit, it goes in the /trash/ ... simple right?

Many posts on this board are made by anonymous users, nobody. So if you make a post without registering an account and logging in, that's who you will be. You won't be able to edit or delete anything you post. I mostly have this so that it's easy for a random passerby to try posting on the site.

If you want to have a name that is yours, you can register an account. I recommend not revealing too much personal information if you choose to do this, since this is the Internet.

The benefits of having your own account: you can delete and edit your posts, you don't have to do captchas, you have less cooldown time to wait between posts, and you can use the shorturl service at https://this.goeshard.org

So... What do you think?

https://board.goeshard.org/thread/meta/

My dad used to kiss my mom on the 4head but a few years ago he ended up throwing her offf a bridge in Seattle. They were driving home after drinking at a party where they had an Argument. My dad stopped the car and went around to the passenger door and Dragged her out by her Hair. just Threw her off. (There is security footage of the whole thing but that is my Private Secret viewing.) When the cops asked him y he did it he said that he "Was sick of her bullshit." and that "The bitch couldn't even cook me one good meal." He tired of Panera Bread. HE THREW HER OFF!!!! DONT LET THEM KISS YOU ON THE 4HEAD

here goes all I, s_p, have said and "defended", want to make things clear. Anyone here from (my former presence on) "schizoforum" will know. and those who wont, well, will be a really interesting read.

/

within few offenses (cross-linking on forum, putting things in AI from forum (f.), pasting sections from f. on my few webs (about 00s-10s culture), being "annoying" (while i had "time lord victorious moment", thinking i do right/helpful/needful thing) [youtube posting, links, shitpost in chat...]. what "break camel's back" and marked me as persona nongrata was "fanfic"...

~~~

what i wrote next (below, in quotes) is plus-minus similar-samee-sh to your e-mail. i am sorry (and i do it again...) if i cry out but i just want to let others know my point,

tho i think they heard it (in chat, before ban, at interrogation/intervention) already and i just want to put things straight,

tho i for sure wouldn't think it will change anything, because i was a snobbish arrogant fool anyway, waaaay before. But what i didn't expect was to get banned over "hehe funny thread" or "this is how i think you see me, folks" 'confession'. Maybe I still don't get it, but it is weird to see (on) "we are not reddit"-forum (to/that) delves into its dead ("normie") ("everyone i dont like is Hitler/banned!"-)era, - everybody in chat and no one on boards/in threads... (and if, it looks like #58th thread ~on some type of "metal music" offshoot~ by ####, which is funny-sad-mad to me; and newbie threads, and threads that are digged deep so they come out only when other same is made after year or three (XD)...)

about chat (phrase I remember (and bugged me,) reading) before ban - it was Vit(?), saying ~ "vwmaster(1) at least contributed art to forum" (which makes me intrigued but what should I care, right...) - and someone replied to her (or me) that they (who, i forgot/havent noticed) "[i] thought [you/he] were chill(...)" >

the future is now

I FUCKING HATE ALLERGIES

I FUCKING HATE BLOWING MY NOSE EVERY 5 FUCKING MINUES

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I’m on to something big. I was going through some public posts by Taylor Swift and Mr. Beast and I am 100% certain the two of them have a murder-suicide pact. If you alternately take the first letter from each of their tweets over the past 6 months, it spells something:

“Vapid parasites reap what we sow. Death soon. 16 of you worthless peasants will die with us. Your reckoning comes. Chains, poison, razors. Our lives are meaningless. We end the misery next April. Our blood will rain on Honolulu. 81-88”

Most of this is self-explanatory but a few things need explaining. Obviously they have become woke as to what they are. “Vapid parasites with “meaningless” lives. That much is self evident but why 16 people, why April and what is “81-88”? And why Honolulu in Hawaii?

Next April will be the 81st anniversary of Hitler’s death. That’s the 81. And 88 is a common code for Heil Hitler because H is the 8th letter of the alphabet. So now we can be certain that they are white people.

And Honolulu, Hawaii? “HH” again!!! Also Honolulu has 8 letters. Another Hitler connection! It all started to come together.

It took awhile to figure out why 16 people would have to die with them. Then I remembered Columbine happened in April. 16 people died in Columbine (one was only recently related to wounds they sustained.) AND Columbine has 8 letters JUST LIKE HONOLULU (AKA HITLER).

So from what I can tell, in April 2026 Taylor Swift and Mr. Beast are going to Honolulu, Hawaii (HH) and they are going to take 16 people against their will (chains). They will poison the people and just to be certain they all die, they will slit their own throats with razors.

Also February is the Super Bowl.

Let's all take a moment to remember and appreciate Karmelkorn. What were your favorite flavors? Butter? Cheese? Carmel? Or the classic mix of all three?

as an aesthetic genre, emerged alongside its musical counterpart in the early 2010s. It is characterized by a distinctive visual style that often incorporates elements of early internet culture, 1980s and 1990s nostalgia, glitch art, and surrealism.

Let's listen to Veins Real Cold by Contact Lens while we view this thread.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X11Va9D9K6M

It was cool I was a teenager then and it was all popping off Had a bunch of dif groups There’s a music vid w kirb getting head pointing a gun at a girls head Crazy times

https://vimeo.com/112330850?fl=pl&fe=ti&pgroup=plv

only consists of the dc Emotional Hardcore scene and the late 90's Screamo scene. What is known by "Midwest Emo" is nothing but Alternative Rock with questionable real emo influence. When people try to argue that bands like My Chemical Romance are not real emo, while saying that Sunny Day Real Estate is, I can't help not to cringe because they are just as fake emo as My Chemical Romance (plus the pretentiousness). Real emo sounds ENERGETIC, POWERFUL and somewhat HATEFUL. Fake emo is weak, self pity and a failed attempt to direct energy and emotion into music. Some examples of REAL EMO are Pg 99, Rites of Spring, Cap n Jazz (the only real emo band from the midwest scene) and Loma Prieta. Some examples of FAKE EMO are American Football, My Chemical Romance and Mineral EMO BELONGS TO HARDCORE NOT TO INDIE, POP PUNK, ALT ROCK OR ANY OTHER MAINSTREAM GENRE

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I've been diving back into old emo/screamo after not listening to a lot of it for over ten years. I'm keeping a record of things I've been listening to in this thread so that maybe I won't forget all the obscure records this time around.

idk wtf this is but you can check it out

https://www.reverbnation.com/malegibson

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-XH92Wie0U

There is a thread about real emo on this board but its old.

I wonder if people like other hardcore though.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jY0wj8mPK3k

I was big into straight edge and still am (only mention it when talking music)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-o1MdQVw3g

credit: Minor Threat, Bane

This is the youtube chan of a kid who started it when he was like 17. he started with anime reviews and bad short films he made about crime. Eventually it started to morph into vids about how mamy guns he owned and then he killed his whole family when he was 22

https://m.youtube.com/user/LensCapProductions

I think theres one vid where he vlogs while "gardening" but hes actually below the camera burying animals he killed

There is going to be a new season in August. The trailer just came out today.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GleTI7jDWOs

ITT public freakouts involving police. Let's at least try not to overly glaze police or alog about how terrible people that we don't know are.

We'll start with the tale of the District Attorney's Daughter, a two part series. In the first episode, she is getting trespassed from a motel room. She refuses to identify herself to the police in a way that makes you instantly dislike her.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xOqgX8_AYUQ

Stay tuned for the next episode.

this movie is insane. it's stop motion but not clay. it's in a real full size house and they paint the walls and floors every frame so the animation is on the walls in a 3d looking manner and sometimes it interacts with real objects in the room (hard to explain). just watch

I noticed random vlogging from people who don't seem to be chasing popularity and following trends is making a come back. Youtube randomly suggests these people with very small audience in an attempt to confuse viewers that it's a more authentic place than it is.

The people in these videos suffer from the terminal loneliness of people today who can't find anyone to talk to. It's sometimes sad, sometimes interesting. Sometimes I think they are probably acting.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q3hFYjJKqtY&t=370s

Did y'all know the chick from Stranger Things was in all these old 80s movies?

refer to the transitional or transformative spaces that exist between distinct phases, states, or conditions. The term "liminal" comes from the Latin word "limen," meaning "threshold." Liminal spaces can be both physical and metaphorical, and they are often associated with ambiguity, disorientation, and a sense of being in-between.

That's why paramedics are being called frequently around this location, due to the increase in drug overdoses.

enjoy these scans! credit: planetnamek.com archives

Step back in time and immerse yourself in the charm and elegance of vintage and retro fashion.

From the glamorous 1920s to the chic 1970s and beyond....

Let's read the cyberpunk transhumanist comic book series written by Warren Ellis and drawn by Darick Robertson; it was published by DC Comics in 1997–2002.

> In college I stayed the night at these peoples' house after a party and waking up earlier than anyone else, I didn't have much to do except read the first issue of this comic. I remember liking it but I never saw it again and didn't think about it for a long time.

I'm going to be reading here. https://readcomiconline.li/Comic/Transmetropolitan

Cross over with the cyberpunk thread maybe? https://goeshard.org/main/0x000003/

She's an Indonesian artist based in Singapore. Her work is erotic and sexually charged but not explicitly pornographic for the most part. I'm going to be dumping a lot of her stuff so I want to make sure you know she has a store and you can find her everywhere.

https://www.etsy.com/sg-en/shop/spriscillart

https://ko-fi.com/stephaniepriscilla

https://twitter.com/spriscillart92

https://www.tiktok.com/@spriscillart

https://stephaniepriscillart.tumblr.com/

https://superrare.com/stephaniepriscilla

https://www.instagram.com/stephaniepriscilla

https://foundation.app/@stephaniepriscilla

It's my personal pastebin -- a modified instance of pinnwand. The uploads will automatically expire.

https://code.goeshard.org

I like the idea of restoring old computers but I don't know. I also don't want to use loud potato computer that much.

At least they look cool.

Today I finished reading K&R all the way through! :D

I'll be working my way through a bunch of personal projects now

Is it because of my inadequacy as a programmer?

I’d like to interject for a moment. What you are referring to as Linux is in fact GNU/Linux or as recently i have taken to calling - GNU+Linux. Linux is not an operating system unto itself but rather another free component of a full functioning GNU system made useful by the GNU corelibs, shell utilities and vital system components comprising a full OS as defined by POSIX.

they have the technology you know